Sunday, November 15, 2009

HECTIC WEEK!

Hey blogger. Haha. Okay. First of all,I would like to say. I HAD ONE HELLA OF A HECTIC WEEK. HAHAHA. Okay. I know I haven't been blogging for long. Yes. Long. Hahaha. since Halloween started I guess. Okay. Pretty much. It's the 5th week of school tomorrow already (see how time flies so fast.)
Haha okay.

Saturday,14th Nov 2009.
I-GUIDES ORIENTATION. Haha. I say. DAMN FUN. Haha. Started the day as an administrator along with San,Jing Yan,Sky and Marcus. Did cheers and everything. I was freaking stoned. Due to the previous day's CCN and evening performance plus stayover at Leon's friend's house. Hahaha. Okay moving on. After that. We moved on to the audi as the I guides main commitee was briefing the normal I-guides about what I-guides were all about. Hahaha. After that. Had a game whereby we had to find words and form a sentence. WHEREBY WE GOT FIRST. HAHAHA. Okay. Due to having a sub-comm knowing which Main comm was it. After that. We were told to disturb other groups as they were still trying to fix their puzzle. Haha. After that. The last group had a forfeit where they had to do the chicky dance,followed by a photo taking session after that. Haha. Following that. An extremely interesting debrief and story was given by the main committee and Paul. Which I find particularly true. Especially being an I-guides sub committee member. After lunch. Went back to SDC to change and had a little group sharing session before the 2nd part of orientaion started. Haha. We had to create a new water game in our individual groups. Which was really interesting. As we had to incoporate different ideas from each of our group mates and put them into one big game. It was a real good chance for us to mingle around with the other sub-comms too. Haha. After that. It was presentation time followed by I GUIDES MASS DANCE AFTER THAT. Hahaha. FUNNN MAN. After that. It was bye bye and go home. Hahaha. Overall. A fantastic day even though I did not put all my heart and mind into it.

Friday,14th November 2009,
Haha. Okay. This day. I SWEAR. TIRING. Hahaha. Okay. Uhmn. Morning. Went for Dfunds 2 Lab as usual. I WASN'T IN A GOOD MOOD I SWEAR. Haha. So pretty much. Reached school around 10.30 as Azam didn't take attendance. Haha. Left for the CCN booths at 11. Had to set up and everything. And I say. REALLY LIKE BUGIS STREET/PASAR MALAM. Hahaha. It was totally congested. Okay. Moving on. We had pretty much fun setting up Q907's stall. Alligning our roses and everything. And including the high and cheers. HAHAHA! Okay,moving on. Gerald,Marcus and me went off to other schools to advertise our roses first. Where we manged to sell some! Hahaha. Wooh! After that. Went around frequent trips here and there selling our roses. Managed to get a few from our friends too. Actually. Mostly our friends. Hahaha. Walked around at Engineering school to sell our last few roses before finishing our duty. And I say. More cheers and high after that. Hahaha. After that. Went with Gerald,Feng yuan and Marcus to venture about the rest of CCN day. Which I say. Pretty fun. Hahaha. Was damn congested pretty much about every school. But woohoo. CHEAP FOOD. CHEAP DRINKS. BUT TIRING SELF. Hahaha. Cause of Multiple walks here and there, carrying Denise and the stuff I brought on that day. After that. Headed over to meet Joseph and left for Yus's place before heading to Bedok Green Pri after that. The performance. Was mediocre itself. But the plan and everything. Wasn't specific enough. We started too early and there wasn't much given instructions. After that. Went off to eat and watched the performance. Before going down for a mass celebration before heading off for home. Haha. After that. Packed my things before heading off to meet Gerald all for the Tawn session at Leon's friend's house.

Thursday,12th November 2009.
Haha okay. Thursday. Wooh. Started the day with me being late for class. LOL. Where teacher didn't mark attendance. PHEW. Haha. Problem Solving and Process Skills, where we had to do an amazing race sort of thing around the WHOLE OF T.P. GAHHH. Haha. Okay. Headed for lunch after that, Dfund class and library to study math. (Where the quiz was AHHHHHHH. I don't wanna talk about it. Mediocre yet do-able) After that. ComProg and headed over to T.M with Joseph to slack before heading over to Simei for one last jam practise session. Headed to Eastpoint to slack before going home.

Wednesday,11th November 2009.
Woah. This day. I slept for 3+ hours. Due to studying of EDEVICE quiz. Which was again. Mediocre. Haha. Had a normal day again. Couldn't concentrate much due to lack of sleep. Psychology though. Was pretty much awake. HAHAHA. I don't know why. Went with Gerald and Shaun to Student Lounge before meeting Leon and the rest for dinner before heading over for IGUIDES GAME PROGRAMMER WORKSHOP. HAHAHA. I SWEAR AGAIN. DAMN FREAKING FUN. We had to get into various groups to station at different stations for the AMAZING RACE GAME organised for TP RAWKS. Had much fun playing the different games/stations before having the debrief and headed over for supper at Techno. (The coffeeshop across TP) WOAH MAN. Went DAMN CRAZY WITH ALL THE CHEERS AND HIGH AND ALL. HAHAHA. Had a good chat with various people before leaving for home with Leon.

Tuesday,10th November 2009.
Pretty much. A normal school day. Stressed and work as usual. Met Joseph all after school to test the amplifiers. Headed for dinner and home after that.

Monday,9th November 2009.
Hahaha. We were still all having our post-high moments from Saturday's Sub-comm training camp. Had a normal school day though. Where we got to know wether we got into the sub-committee or not. Congratulations to all who got in. We wasted 1 1/2 hours talking during lecture. Hahaha. Went for psychology tutorial in the evening,accompaanied Lucus to buy things before heading off home.

Okay. Hahaha. I guess i'll stop here as i'm too lazy to post the other days itself. I'll continue in my next post. =D

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

TP OOOIIII!!!

Tuesday, October 28th -
Hey blogger. Haha. Okay. Today was much ass-ed awesome. Haha. Cause. Pretty much was fun-filled and HIGH. HAHA. Today,TP had the I-cool event happening and much. Haha. Got the I-cool temperature badge today. SO got to leave tuorial early. Which was semi-good? Hahahaha. Cause. Misssing out lessons but going for events. Met Hauyee and headed out to collect the I-cool temperature badge. Which I still do not know what it's about. But the badge is uber cool. HAHA. Okay. Moving on. Went for the I-Cool event after that. Watched dance performances (Which I say. Freaking good. In my opinion due to their energy and outgoing-ness) and danced TP mass dance and said quite a number of cheers. Haha. Went back to engine school and lunch after that with the classmates,signed up for I-GUIDES! WOOH YEAH! HAHAHA. And went for lesson after that which was Printed-Circuit-Board. I say. Major headache and stone man. HAHAHA. Serious. Walau. I didn't know what and how to do. (I have to go and read thats why!) I have to go for P.C.B F.A.L soon. So I can FINISH up my project and lessen my workload. Haha. Okay. By the way. I would like to thank all those for tolerating with my stresses and helping with my work. =) HAHAHA. Okay. Moving on. Left for gym after that. Which I say. Had a pretty good workout and chat with the classmates. And dessert and more chat and high after that. Hahahaha. After that home.

Monday, October 27th -
Haha. Okay. The day was majorly okay. Just the norm. Except not being able to concentrate much for the second half of the lessons. ESPECIALLY PSYCHOLOGY. WALAU. Hahaha. I HAVE TO START READING,REVISING AND CONCENTRATING ALREADY.

Okay now. Seriously. I have to be more focused. Haha.
TP OOIII!!!


Some things are just not eff-ing worth it to think about.
Live life to the fullest.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Semester 1.2's out in the break. And the first week of school I say.

Hey blogger. Hahaha. Okay. This few days. Has been quite hectic/tiring. Cause. FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL. Hahaha. Yeah. And I say. Psychology is freaking fun! Haha. Okay. Moving on. I'll just recap on the first week of school.


Saturday -
Haha. Okay. Did nothing much here. Woke up in the afternoon which wasn't intended. Had coffee and Delifrance. As usual. Watched Teevee pretty much. And guitar-ed and internet/games in the late afternoon/evening. Nothing much I say. And I was supposed to do my stuff. Hahaha. Anyways. I got caught up in guitar-ing earlier. Yeah. Had dinner while watching Lord of the Rings - The two tower. Like midway through. Was freaking awesome. The whole thing. From stunts,to acting to the storyline. Hahaha. I love these type of shows/movies. Damn. I hope they show with The Return of The King soon. Anyways. Went to guitar and internet somemore I guess after that. Which ended me up till now. I have to do the things which I SUPPOSED TO DO EARLIER.

Friday,23rd October -
Haha. Okay. Uhmn. The fifth day of school. Luckily. The whole day comprised only of 1 lesson. Which was from 10am - 12p.m. Hell yeah. Compared to the previous sem which started at 9am and ended at 12p.m. Woah. 9. Haha. Okay. I woke up early actually. 7+ a.m. I think. But I ended up going to school almost late due to improper time management. Ahaha. Okay. Dr. Azam was our lab teacher. Hahaha. Yeah. Had to patch up a circuit which included a Flip-flop and don't know what. Hahhaa. And I think it was our first time including a flip-flop. So yeah. Managed to complete it. But only thing that lacked was the length of my wires. I still can't keep it supa short. Haha. Have to work on it. By the way. IMO Dr. Azam was not bad I think. Hahaha. Went quite in depth on patching up the circuit and etcetra. Haha. After school. Gerald,Shaun and me waited in the canteen for the rest to end cause they had CDS. As we we're heading of to Plaza Sing after that for The movie Imagine That (Quite okay movie in my opinion. But I found the story quite strange. Haha. Where the movie which involved comedy,everyday life and love.) Anyways. The movie was cheap though. 6.50 cause of the student price. Mhmmn. Haha. Went to walk around Plaza Sing after that. Walked to Suntec with Marcus,Gerald,Jovina and Melissa after Shermagne's friend came. Hahaha. Chatted ALOT. Walked around Suntec somemore. And went home after that.

Thursday,22nd October -
Hahahaha. Woke up at 8.15. Pretty much. Had 45 mins to prepare everything for school. So yeah. Had coffee and Delifrance for breakfast (It had to be prepared like super fast. Hahaha. reminds me of the 5 minute Japanese vid to get ready for work.) Haha okay. Uhmn. Went to school after that. And pretty much. Just a normal school day. Norm crazy with Q907. HAHAHA. yeah. And we had a new sub called Problem solving and process skills. Which I don't know what it's all about. Haha. Yeah. Nothing much. We were dismissed like 1 hour before for Problem solving (1st lesson) Hahahaa. So we had a 1 hour break. Headed to Engine canteen 1. Dfunds 2 lecture next and break after that. We went to ITAS. Oh yeah. ITAS dearly reminded me of last semester. Haha. I think cause of Q907's frequent visits to ITAS. And the soccer court just outside of it. Haha. Okay going on. Went to Student Lounge after that. Stoned after that for Emath2 lecture,turotial and Computer Programming (Another new subject which isn't THAT hard. Once you know the basics and start reading and not frequently asking your friend next to you how to do every 1 minute. Hahahaha) Crashed Gerald's Psychology lecture after that as I was waiting for him for Gym. So yeah. Haha. Headed to gym after the lecture to meet Lukie and headed to Tamps 1 for dessert/light snack. Accompied Gerald for dinner. Had a nice chat with him though. Headed home after that.

Wednesday,23rd October -
Okay. Uhmn. Nothing much on this day day though. School here. And discussed about the CCN day thing duing Care Group Interaction. Headed to Design for lunch after collecting the Sub-Comm shirt. And psychology tutorial after that. Haha. Which I say. Freaking fun. The subject that is. Learning about how the brain works and everything. How various questions leading to our own individual personalities/chracteristics. Oh yeah. I'm in the same Class as Yuet Thng. So at least. I know someone there. Made some new friends though. Headed to H.S.S school after that with Yuet Thng and company after that to get our Psych handbooks. Headed to bookshop and Student Lounge after that respectively for pool with classmates. Slacked around mushroom area,headed to Bedok Inter to collect my jeans and home after that.

Tuesday,22nd October -
2nd day of school. Which I haven't/semi get used to school. Hahaha. I was still in holiday mood I say. Nothing much same here. Just the long day in class which i perpetually could not concentrate. And we had a new sub called Printed-Circuit-Board. Haha. The Notepad MSN occuring between us was the fun part. Went to gym straight after that with Feng Yuan,Gerald and Marcus and dinner at Tamps One. Yes again. And same spot.

Monday,21st October -
First day of school. Hahahah. Okay. Started the day with Coffee as usual. Went to school with Lucus. Met Bryan at mushroom. Went to Engine Hall 1 as Lukie had to sign up for his CDS. Went for class after that,with EDevice lab. I perpetually could not do anything. Seriously. And I had to ask Melissa to help me. Damn. Wake up. Stoned the norm day of school. Lunch at Design. Which I didn't eat. So I went to meet Hau Yee. Haha. I guess. The whole day. I only COULD CONCENTRATE in Psychology lecture. Woah man. freak-assed interesting. Haha. Went to meet mum after that at Bedok Inter and went home.

Okay now. In my opinion. School life is tiring,busy yet fun. And you can't really do anything you wanna do after that at home cause you're so freaking tired. Haha. Maybe it's just me. Anyways. Joel. You have to wake up. I wanna have better results and I don't really want it to be like last semester. Minus the fun part. Hahaha. Yeah.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Good ol' Saturday afternoon.

Hey morning blogger. Okay. Haha. Today,broke a major world record - waking up early. Early => 8.30+ am hahaha. That's a damn good thing,cause I really wanna be prepared for school. It's 10am on Monday. Means I have to wake up 7.30a.m. To prepare everything blah blah. Haha okay. Moving on. As usual. Started the day with american breakfast,ham eggs,blah2. Coffee after that. And now. Blogging. Hahaha. Oh yeah. I woke up. Majorly stoned. What the hell. Haha. As I slept late last night. Uber late. Around 4+ a.m. And you know. For me,the less hours you sleep without getting tired,the better. Hahahaha. Okay moving on.

Things to work on
- Motivation.
- Studies.
- Music.
- Workmanship.
- Punctuality.

Hahaha. Okay. Enough of the damn word life. Yeah. Truthfully. I haven't lived a good one. As a matter of fact. It has been what? 6 damn months till i've been so called myself. But what the heck. I can't look back on the past anymore. It's not I can't look back. I mean. It's not 6 months back. It's 6 months ahead. Yeah. MANY MANY THINGS (too many as matter of fact.) has passed. Yeah. But you can't let it affect you any longer. Live life to the fullest. Appreciate what you have. And savour.

Okay,next up,i'll mention about guitar-ing and stuff. Truthfully,adding on. I haven't been guitar-ing well. Yeah. Leading to the above para,maybe it's because i've not been guitaring well that led me to being like that. But what the fuck. Moving on. This few months. Guitar-ing hasn't been going on smoothly. Well. Maybe I did improve. But still,it's not up to my standards. So it's pretty much up to me on how much i want to improve it now. 3 years in the making already. Okay. pretty much. Even though guitari-ing is'nt that well. I've started to appreciate/listen to other genres that I myself never thought would listen to. Hahaha. Especially pop,bits of hip-hop,and various styles of guitar playing (solos/riffs blah2). Credits to guitaridol.com. and youtube for the uber-awesome guitar vids. Anyways. I did LEARN ALOT from them. And yeah. So called 'expanded' my guitar lick dictionary. Anyways. I really really have to clean Denise already. And maintain her and everything. Perpetually start 'learning' guitar properly again. Haha okay. Enough of that. I just finished a couple of licks here and there. Jamming to some of GuitarIdol's backing tracks.

Okay. Move on.

2 to 1.2.

Hey blogger. Haha. Okay. It's been how long since the last update? Hahaha. I don't know. Okay. Holidays has past damn fast. Yeah. DAMN fast. Hahaha. Okay la. I've not been living the holidays properly thats a fact. BUT GAH. Nevermind. Hahaha. Okay. Man. It's only 2 more days to school! TWO! WALAU. Okay. It's sort of a fact that i'm not THAT ready for school. As it was only yesterday that I got my timetable. And realized that. Oh my god. TWO MORE DAYS. Haha. Okay moving on. Yeah. I GOT PSYCHOLOGY CDS! WOOHOO MAN. HAHAHAA. AFTER THE LONG WAIT. Hahaha. Okay. Keep down on the high Joel. Yeah. Moving on. My CDS lesson's on Monday's and Wednesdays. And yeah. It's different from the rest of the Psychology CDS people in class. That means. Independence. Haha. Anyways. School life for semester 1.1 has been DAMN FUN. Aiya. You make life of what it is. So pretty much I looked foward to school. Anyways. It's Sem 1.2 in a few days. Everything's pretty much settled down. Cause. Being in semester 1. You're been in a new environment everything. And what you practically look fowards to. In my opinion that is. HAHAHA. Yeah. And the exams,studies,school life,everything. Haha. Yeah. Anyways. I don't want this Sem to be like last Sem. I wanna do well in it. Means I have to work hard. Hahahaa.

Okay. Lets have an update.

Firday,17th October 2009.
Woke up at 12p.m (Hell yeah.) I have to not sleep so late already due to school start and I don't want to be late anymore. Played Warcraft and Denise after that. Went to meet mum at Chinatown point for shopping. Thanks alot for the new clothes,dinner and chat. I really enjoyed that. I love you.

Thursday,16th October 2009 - Nothing much though. Stayed at home and games.

Wednesday,15th October 2009 - Katong Swee Lee. Nothing fantastic IMO. Dinner,pool and mall catching after that. Hahaha.

Tuesday,14th October 2009 -
ZAMZAM BABY. Lawl. Supposedly. Haha. Went to Victory for murtabak and Mee Goreng. Where I think I prefer Zamzam's murtabak. Went to slack at bugis after that.

Hahaha. I'm damn lazy to post the rest right now. But I know. I haven't been doing much during the holidays. It's look like. I have to do some major reflecting (proper) once school starts. Haha. Okay. Just ended the day with Denise. I'm gonna sleep real soon. Nights. Or rather,morning blogger.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Orientation Blues.

Hey blogger. Hahaha. Okay. Yesterday was pretty much a blast. Cause it was the ESC WORKSHOP! Haha. Okay. Met up wth Marcus,Hauyee and Eng Puay in the morning at the mushroom. And set out for the workshop. (I was pretty much late due to improper time management. So I took a taxi. -.- Hahaha. But nevermind. I have to save back the taxi fare. Hahaha. And wtf. The taxi driver thought I was a Taiwanese/Indonesian or something. HAHAHAHA. Had a chat with the guy too. Funny ass.) Haha. Okay. Moving on. Met Joseph and Jerome after that at the library and splitted up at the mushroom to meet the rest. Hahaha. Went to block 14 once everyone came and then went to get coffee at Engine's 2nd canteen. Breadboard I think. Cause I wanted to get high. Haha. Okay. It took us like 15 mins to realize that the workshop was held at level 1. HAHA. Okay. Went down. And pretty much. Signed our names and compared what groups we were in. Hahaha. After some commotion. I got to know I was in the same group as JOSEPH! WOOHOO! HAHAHA. And man. Was kinda dissapointed that Hauyee and Marcus were in group 5 and group 3 (respectively.) Haha. But anyways. Hauyee and Andrew were in the same Empire as me! HAHAHA. WOOHOO MAN. So pretty much. HIGH. As group 5 and 6 were in one empire (VULKA?) (I thought VODKA). Hahaha. Okay. Moving on. We started the day with ENGINE CHEERS! WOOHOO. Hahaha. Man. It's been a damn long time since we said Engine cheers. In face. It was Orientation. Hahaha. Okay. After that. Headed out to the concourse level in our respective groups. (Mine was THI KAH! Which in Hokkien is 'PIG LEG') HAHAHAA. Damn. they come up with crazy names. haha. Oh yeah. Shermagne was in our group too. So at least I had a few people to talk to. Haha. Anyways. We played a bit of games here and there. Hahaha. Such as the name game. Which was remembering EACH AND EVERY ONE'S NAME IN THE GROUP. Just like orientation. And a few more. Such as CHOP CHILLI CHOP CHILLI CHOP CHOP CHOP and the NIU NAI GAME! Which I swear was damn funny! Hahahaha. OKAY. MOVING ON. We gathered in our respective EMPIRES after that. And played more games. Like the TREES AND SQUIRRELS game and after that. ENGINE DANCE AND TP DANCE (CHICKY DANCE!) HAHAHA. WHICH I SWEAR WAS DAMN FUN. Hahaha. WOOHOO YEAH MAN. IT SO REMINDED ME OF ORIENTATION! Hahaha. After that we did a few more cheers here and there like GO BILLY GANJA BILLY GANJA? (GANJA?) HAHAHA. And after that. It was a debrief before break.

Hahaha. Went to get water at Engine Canteen 2 with Hauyee and Marcus. And went back for the briefing for the second-half of the day. Haha. We assembled back in our own EMPIRES and slacked. Haha. After that. The briefing and the games organized for us which were stationed at four different parts of the school. Hahaha. We went for the waterbomb station first (In our respective Empire and opponent Empire.) Followed by the Dog and Bone game and lastly,the scissors,paper,stone game A.K.A 'DEEBEEDEEBEEDEE.' HAHAHA. WHICH WAS RATHER FUN. AHAHA. OKAY. WE GOT SPLASHED BY WATERBOMBS FOR THE FIRST STATION CAUSE WE LOST BUT WE PRETTY GOT SOME SWEET REVENGE FOR THE LAST TWO CAUSE WE WON! THI KAI OI! Hahaha. (Currently now. Hahaha. I don't think I want to blog everything out.) After that. Went to have another break and the FINAL GAME after that.

Hahaha. Okay. All of us pretty much chatted with each other (our new groupmates) and all. And after that. We got our placings with THI KAH IN THE SECOND. WOOH! Hahaha. But that wasn't the final scores as we had to accumulate it with our other sub-empire - 'BOH KAH!' (Which means 'NO LEG' in Hokkien) Hahaha. Okay. And so it pretty much went over to the last game. Which was a GAME OF CAPTAIN'S BALL USING WET SPONGES. Hahaha. I say. FREAKING HYPER. HAHAHA. It was a mass captain's ball with ALL TEAMS PLAYING. OH MAN. I don't wanna explain further (cause the game's too complicated). Hahaha. But it was really really fun. Hahaha. The game ended with most of us pouring water over each other. And being damn high. HAHAHA. Went down to the benches and awaited the FINAL RESULTS. Hahaha. Whereby... - VULKA came in last. But it was okay. As all of us had much fun. Hahaha. After that. Headed over for one last game of Captain's ball and after that a sub-comm picture taking and headed over to the LT for the final de-brief before home. Hahaha. (Okay I swear again the Last Captain's ball was damn fun. Cause it didn't consist of only playing captain's ball but also consisted of our team hiding ALL THREE UPON FOUR SPONGES and THROWING WATER OVER EACH OTHER. Okay actually I throwed water all over Marcus which made him chase me around the whole play area. HAHAHA.)

Okay. The final debrief ended up with some final cheers and a mini presentation of the upcoming camps/events ESC had. Hahaha. Sum it all up. It was a damn fun day where it dearly reminded me of orientation and got to make loads of new friends. =D

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Hey blogger. Haha. Okay,I guess i'll continue from the post just now. Hahaha. I went to Garena with Sam and Joseph and pretty much,stopped at 6+ a.m I think. Went to have Pee Bee and Jays (Peanut butter and jam sandwiches) and went to do play guitar after that. (I supposed to do chores. HAHA.) Okay. Went to hang the clothes after that. And uhmn. Played guitar for a while more. And slept at 12+ p.m. HAHAHA. Woke up at 2p.m. Okay. Went to finish my chores and bathed and set out for Safra for pool. Hahaha. I say. catching up was okay I guess? I didn't talk much too. Oh man. Haha. Left for ION ORCHARD after that for dinner with mum. Which was. Splendid. ICE CREAM BUFFET MAN. Oh yeah. Had waffles,cakes and blah2. + ICE CREAM (Including a chocolate fondue WHICH I WAS TEMPTED BUT DUE TO IT ALMOST MADE ME PUKE) Hahaha. I say. I almost puked. Okay. Due to the excessive amount of sweet-toothed food Swensen had. And adding on. I'm not much of A DIE-HARD FAN sweet-tooth. Haha. Pretty much. Had kinda fun and all. And I STONED. AS USUAL. DAMN. I have to not stone so much. Hahaha. Went to had a walk around with mum after the buffet and went home after that. Thanks for the talk and the dinner. I love you.

Okay blogger. Moving on. I guess. I haven't been myself for quite some time. And I guess i've been thinking of too many un-necessary thoughts. I guess i've been thinking too much? Yes. I have to let go some particular things and not have too high expectations for myself I guess? Some things are beyond our control. But anyways. I have to carry on with life. I can't and don't want to let all these affect me too. It's not worth it. Live life.

Hahaha okay.

MOVING ON NOW. hahaa. ESC's workshop's in 9+ hours. AND I SO FKIN WANNA GET DAMN HIGH! HAHAHAHA. OKAY!

Nights blogger! =D